I want to talk about something I used to struggle with for a long time.
It would hold me back. I had this fear of not being enough. It was killing me, constantly stuck, not moving backwards or forward. I would compare myself with others, which made it even harder to put myself out there. It stopped me from doing the work I loved, and the worst part is, I was getting in my own way of being of service to the people who I knew really needed my help.
This feeling of not being good enough and lacking confidence in my ability had, for a long time, left me in a state of paralysis.
I’d been trying to fight this feeling of not being enough for so long, I would look externally for things to fulfil me, in people, in objects.
What does someone do, when life is a constant battle to show up? When you constantly crave to be more?